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~~~ Next To Me ~~~
As you lay sleeping soundly next to me,
I kiss your sweet soft cheek so tenderly,
You stir, I see a look of loving bliss,
A smile it comes to your moistened lips.
I look and see the beauty in you face,
And the richness of your everlasting grace,
You have graced me with your loving and your care,
I marvel at your beauty laying there.
I look upon your beauty laying there,
Gentle in my caressing of your hair,
You search within your sleep to find,
My hand and then our fingers do entwine.
Our fingers they entwine just like our souls,
To join our hearts so we can seek our goals,
My goals like yours are very much the same,
That's to love each other and free ourselves from pain.
March 31, 1998
~~ 111 ~~
~~~ Time to Wait ~~~
Sadness creeps into my heart,
My darling when you are not here,
The love you give to me each day,
The time will come of this I know,
I adore you more than I can say,
Even when it over flows,
Till then my darling I must wait,
When you are back, returned to me,
April 28, 1998
~~ 113 ~~
~~~ You and Me ~~~
I've thought of all the things I've done,
You see my love I've found someone,
Let us share some happiness,
Let's do those thing we haven't done,
We'll climb the highest mountain,
Our lives they just have started,
April 30, 1998
~~ 114 ~~
~~~ Understanding and Believing ~~~
Understanding and believing,
I my love like to believe,
There are so many books you see,
Or is it just the way that they
If we believed in all those books,
I my love have many faults,
To have too many doors at once,
But to take a bit from every book,
So I think that I will take,
Each day with you my fears decrease,
I'm not a learned scholar,
To find your way within this life,
May 1, 1998
~~ 115 ~~
~~~ Meant To Be ~~~
Time my love it goes so fast,
I suppose those things we haven't done,
So let's just be spontaneous,
We'll travel when it suits us,
We'll sleep in late on weekends,
Or we can turn on our computers,
Our life is really special now,
So my dearest darling,
May 4, 1998
~~ 116 ~~
~~~ Imagination ~~~
Imagination, it's amazing,
But I have often wondered,
So wouldn't it be magic if,
Those dreams were dreams of happiness,
But those past dreams were often sad,
My love for you is no more a dream,
My darling you, are my dream,
May 7, 1998
~~ 117 ~~
~~~ You ~~~
The faint smell of your perfume,
I still can feel the soft touch,
My heart my soul and body,
I must confess the feelings,
But my heart is full of sadness,
I love you in so many ways,
May 8, 1998
~~ 118 ~~
~~~ Words I Write ~~~
Poetry is hard to write,
I think of words throughout the night,
Feelings too are hard to show,
With you in my arms it's bliss,
Then you look into my eyes,
Your pain my love it will go too,
May 9, 1998
Every time we are apart.
I miss you more than I can say,
For the time you are away each day.
My heart is fills with pain my dear.
For lovers they weren't meant to be,
Apart from each, of that I see.
Fills my heart in every way.
But my heart it sheds a tear.
When you my love are not here.
That you my love will have not to go.
To stay with me to go no more,
Of that my love I will adore.
My love for you it grows each day.
It grows and it will never stop,
Until my heart flows over top.
My love for you will never slow.
My love for you will always be,
Forever and eternity.
You are my life, my soul mate.
I'll bear the loss and bear the pain,
Until you're here with me again.
I'll kiss your lips so tenderly.
I'll hold you tightly in my arms,
And drown within your mystic charms.
And of all the things I'd like to do.
The past was done with someone else,
Now and the future belongs to you.
Who calms my troubled soul.
The past is past let us begin,
And let the new replace the old.
We have so much to give.
We'll cast away those ugly days,
And let us begin to live.
And let our love flow free.
We'll face the future unafraid,
For all the world to see.
We'll swim the deepest sea,
We'll cross the hottest desert,
Together you and me.
Let's us do what must be done.
We'll walk together side by side,
Holding hands as we begun.
In the things we say and do.
Reading lots of books on life,
Maybes the way for you.
In the searching of the soul.
To search your soul and find the truth,
You'll always reach your goal.
You could read for days and days.
But all the words within those books,
Tell of other people's ways.
Express, what they have found in life.
Or is it sometimes the shining light,
That guides the lost through strife.
And in all the words they say.
I am sure that you'd agree,
It would be confusion every day.
Of this I know I'm sure.
If I was to read those books,
I'd have too many doors.
Of this I'm sure you'll find.
Too many doors they will confuse,
And clutter up the mind.
I'm sure that that would be a sin.
We'd never know or understand,
Just where we must begin.
The surest path I know.
That's to believe within myself,
And let my fears go.
I'm a stronger better man.
I will succeed in every way,
For with you I know I can.
Of this I know its true.
But if you want to, to succeed,
You must believe in you.
And to achieve what you believe.
You must look into your heart,
And let your soul run free.
When I am, alone with you.
And all those things that we had planned,
We just never seem to do.
Weren't really meant to be.
'Cos if they was, I'm real sure,
We'd had done them, you and me.
In the things we want to do.
There's no need to plan ahead,
We'll just do it, me and you.
By motor car or train,
And if we really want to,
We'll walk naked in the rain.
And play scrabble late at night.
We'll be happy you and me,
And we'll never have to fight.
And talk to our friends on irc.
And if there is nobody on,
We'll talk just you and me.
This is how its s'pose to be.
A life of love and caring,
Together you and me.
This is how it is to be.
If you and I, walk side by side,
We always will be free.
We use it every day.
We use it in the thoughts we have,
And in the words we sometimes say.
And to me it sometimes seems.
That our imaginations,
Really are our dreams
Our dreams they did come true.
And all those dreams I had were real,
All those dreams I had of you.
Those dreams I had of you.
They were dreams of hope I had,
And of love that grew and grew.
And in each I seemed to die.
But now my love I have you for real,
My joy I cannot hide.
It's no more a fantasy.
My imaginations which once were dreams,
Are now reality.
You are my dream that has come true.
You are my hope and happiness,
My heart belongs to you.
Floats lightly in the air.
I close my eyes and I can see,
You still standing there.
Of your fingers in my hair.
As I kissed your tender lips,
It's more than I can bear
Of this I must confess.
They melt and fall to pieces,
Each time that you caress
That I have inside,
The feelings that I have for you,
I know I cannot hide.
Each time you go away.
Then it always fills with gladness,
When you come home again.
I can count them by the score.
My love for you will never die,
I'll love you for ever more.
Sometimes I try with all my might,
To find the words I need to say,
But alas, they do evade.
I think of words I need to write,
To tell you how I feel each day,
Of you my love in every way.
Especially when they seem to grow,
My feeling grow each day for you,
For everyday there's something new.
As your tender lips I kiss,
I kiss you lips and whisper words,
Words of love you've never heard.
You see the tears of joy I cry.
I cry because you've set me free,
From all the pain inside of me,
We'll loose the pain we always knew,
The pain we had was from before,
Our pain will go, it'll be no more.