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~~ 10 ~~

~~~ Numbats ~~~

I met a family of numbats,
Out walking on the track.
They carried their possessions,
In swags tied securely on their backs.

I stopped to have a chinwag,
We spoke of many things.
We talked of things like politics,
And of Presidents and Kings.

The smallest of the numbats,
Came up and sat by me.
He asked if there was a reason,
Why we cut down all the trees.

I said, I did not know the answer,
But I said I knew for sure.
That if I was the man in charge,
They'd cut down trees no more.

As a tear fell from his eye,
He cried it is too late.
Numbats will be never more,
We're destined to our fate.

November 11, 1997

~~ 18 ~~

~~~ Silence ~~~

He loves to sit and listen,
To the night-bird and the quail.
The wind, and to the crickets,
But! The silence, it prevails.

The silence, is rather special,
To a man who's all alone.
It makes him think and ponder,
About the things that he has known.

His mind goes back to younger days,
When he was just a lad.
He thinks about those happy days,
When things were not so bad.

But his eyes are growing dim now,
And his hearing's not the best.
His back is bent, his legs are weak,
It's time he had a rest.

It's time to have a rest he says,
I would really like to go.
And meet my mum and dad again,
Who died so long ago.

He lies upon his dusty swag,
And wipes the tears from his eyes.
Then dreams about the happiness,
He had in days gone by.

November 12, 1997

~~ 47 ~~

~~~ Dreams of Plenty ~~~

The flies were buzzin' in me eyes, as, I dropped me swag on to the ground,
I've been walkin' on this blessed track from sunrise to sundown.
It was time to boil the billy, I'd better cook some tucker too,
'Cos I could see it was getting late, by the risin' of the moon.

I was feelin' pretty weary as I opened up me swag.
Then I filled me billy up from me tattered water bag.
So I lit meself a fire, looked for somethin' I could cook,
Me tucker-bag was nearly bare, things were getting pretty crook.

Then as me billy boiled, I thought of the things I'd done,
I have a grown daughter and I have a grown son.
Their mother has a city job workin' for her dough,
But me their dad, is stuck out here with no-where else to go.

I guess I musta' dozed a bit I musta' nodded off,
For I dreamt I'd won the lotteries and was actin' like a toff.
I was livin' in a castle, with lots of motor cars,
And I entertained the Premier as we smoked ten bob cigars.

And I owned the flamin' racehorse, that won the Melbourne Cup,
And I won the Aussie Open with a hundred-meter putt.
And I had the fastest speedboat and I had the biggest plane,
And I had a gold umbrella to protect me from the rain.

So, I guess that I had everythin', everythin' I'd ever need,
Me tucker-bag was always full I'd never miss another feed.
Me billy can was sparklin' clean, it looked like it was new,
And I'll never have to walk those tracks with grass shoved in me shoe.

Then, I awoke with such a start, I jumped up and looked around,
Me billy it was on its side with the tea soaked in the ground.
Me fryin' pan was in the fire and me tucker it was burnt,
So I guess I'll have to go without, another lesson learnt.

But when I think about that dream and all the things I had,
It makes me really wonder, and I s'pose it makes me sad.
I'd miss the bush, I'd miss the tracks, I'd miss the wide blue sky,
And I'd never find that magic place where bushmen go to die.

December 18, 1997

~~ 53 ~~

~~~ Desert Sands ~~~

The red sands of the desert,
Hold many splendid things.
The Simpson and the Gibson,
From summer through to spring.

I've spent many days there,
From June right through to May.
It looks just like creation,
At the dawning of each day.

It may look in-hospitable,
To those from other parts.
But to me it's just like heaven,
It brings happiness to my heart.

The red sand and the spinifex,
The heat, the sun and flies.
The wind it blows across the dunes,
As a hawk lets out its cries.

And to see the setting of the sun,
Across the desert plain.
And to smell the wind that tells you,
It's the coming of the rain.

The Desert Peas and Everlastings,
With colours from red to gold.
They flower when the rains come,
A wondrous sight to hold.

Nothing moves within the day,
'Cept man and maybe beast.
Cos if they did, they'd die there,
The sun would have a feast.

At night is when they hunt and move,
When the air is cool and still.
Scorpions, snakes and spiders,
All looking for their fill.

Geckos, bugs and beetles,
Native rat and centipede.
The owls, and the night hawks,
All looking for a feed.

I see all of GOD's, own creatures there,
Scurrying to and fro.
They've all been here, since time begun,
And they'll be there, when I go.

February 3, 1998

~~ 58 ~~

~~~ Who Owns It ~~~

When the days of gold was young,
In this country called Australia;
Few prospectors, found their dreams,
But none of them were failures.

They travelled through the heat and flies;
And fought off thirst and blacks.
They walked the desert and the scrub,
Where ne'er there was a track.

They carried their belongings,
Dishes, shovels, picks and swag.
They travelled mostly just on foot,
And an empty tucker-bag.

They opened up this country.
Where few would go or stay,
They found all of the riches,
That made this country great today.

But when you think about it,
Of all the trepidation's they went through,
Why do we fight between ourselves,
To stop their dreams from coming true?

Many of these tough prospectors,
If they were alive today,
Would see what we were doing,
And hide their heads in shame.

Everyone gets greedy,
And tells you lots of lies,
About who really owns the land,
Is it you or is it I?

The black man who's, not really black,
Claims the land belongs to him.
They paint a pretty picture,
Then make every thing look grim.

But if you and I would ever ask,
These ones that say they're black,
If it was them that really did,
Come from Australia's great outback.

They would say they can't remember,
It was so very long ago,
But it really must be true,
Cos those white lawyers told us so.

February 8, 1998

~~ 100 ~~

~~~ Lost ~~~

I'd seen him in a city park,
A lost and lonely soul,
His clothes were worn but spotless;
And shoes were full of holes.
His back was bent; his beard was white,
He mumbled to no one,
The city folk, walked past with haste,
And pointed to him in fun.

So I stopped and sat beside him,
And asked, how was he today,
He looked at me with clear blue eyes,
And with sadness he did say.
"G'day mate, I'm not to bad,"
His face it wore a frown,
"I haven't had a decent feed,
Since I came to town."

"Well it is your lucky day," I said,
"I was just about to eat,
Why don't you accompany me,
Com'on get on ya' feet.
Will ya' join me in a meal,
It's not damper or billy tea,
But! it will fill your belly up,
Just you wait and see."

The waitress bought our tucker,
And we got stuck into our grub,
He said, "Ya' know when I was young,
I lived out in the scrub'.
The bush is where I grew up,
It was the only place I knew,
Now I'm stuck here in this city,
I'm lost and don't know what to do."

"I grew up in the mountains,
Where the trees grow straight and tall,
Me dad he built a home for us,
He had no help at all.
He built it from bush timber,
That he had cut by hand,
Then he toiled from dawn to dusk,
Clearing timber off that land."

"We lived on roo and rabbits,
And the few veggies that we grew,
We only had one set of clothes,
And we never had no shoes.
Bush fires, droughts and floods destroyed,
The very little that we had,
We had to fight for everything,
But I 'spose, things were not so bad."

"That only seems like yesterday,
Time sure flies you know,
Me mum and dad they passed away,
So many years ago.
They died as poor as paupers,
For all the work they did,
They worked that ground for sixty years,
And never made a quid."

"They never got no hand outs,
When things, they did go wrong,
They had to battle tooth and nail,
All the way along.
People get it easy now,
If they have to work they moan,
The government just pats their backs,
And pays them, to sit at home."

He said, "I'm ninety two next week,"
And a tear came to his eye,
"Back to the mountains I must go,
So that I can die.
Me mum and dad are waiting there,
For me to come back home,
I promised them that I'd be back,
And I'd never more would roam."

The old man closed his eyes and said,
"Please, don't let them bury me,
In the city when I die,
In the mountains I must be."
He gave a sigh and looked at me,
There was nothing else he said,
He closed his eyes, fell to his side,
I knew that he was dead.

That my friends, is not a lie,
And that promise I did keep,
I took him to his mountains,
For his eternal sleep.
I buried him next to the place,
Where his mum and dad did lay,
I'll not forget, that lonely man,
Until my dying day.

March 21,1998

~~ 112 ~~

~~~ Tears ~~~

No matter how he tries and tries,
To keep the tears from his eyes.
His tears come from deep inside,
From the memories that he tries to hide.

His tears come from many dreams,
Dreams of the past makes his mind scream.
Dreams of war and of the dead,
Keeps pounding, pounding in his head.

He tries to stop, the dreams, to let them go,
But the pain he has, just grows and grows.
He cries please God, make them stop,
Before I crack, and blow my top.

I'm sorry 'bout the way I get,
I told you of this, when we first met.
About my past, the things I've done,
When they gave, to me that gun.

Those dreams my love, just will not go,
I guess in my face, it sometimes show.
I'm full of pain, of this you see,
I wish those dreams, would let me be.

I'm not proud, of what I've done,
I cannot hide, I cannot run,
From the feelings that I have inside,
The pains of the past, I cannot hide.

Time will come and time will pass,
Trees will grow so will the grass.
But of those dreams will I be free,
Or will they forever, punish me.

April 29, 1998

~~ 119 ~~

~~~ Years Gone By ~~~

Looking back to years gone bye,
I reflect on what I've seen.
The roads that I have taken,
And the places I have been.

I've seen the sunrise in The Alice,
And the, Todd River over flow.
I've seen snow on the Macdonald's,
And dam near nearly froze

I pushed road trains through to Darwin,
With a R600 Mack.
A thousand mile up there,
And a thousand miles back.

Fifty mile an hour, with three trailers,
Was all the Mack could do.
When she was fully loaded,
And when she was empty too.

I went west to work at Hermannsburg,
To help build the Mission there.
The heat and flies and dust storms,
Was, some-times too much to bear.

I've been with the full bloods of the desert,
And seen their dream-time ways.
I've been with them on walk-about,
That lasted many days.

I leant their tribal customs,
And the way that they do think.
And how to find some tucker,
And all the water I could drink.

Then I was taken from there,
To denial and deceit.
I learnt how to hate and how to kill,
And learnt all about defeat.

It's all too hard to understand,
Why we were there at all.
It showed the world how easy,
The mighty, they can fall.

I am like so many, who;
Wake at night with screams.
As the memories come rushing back,
To me within my dreams.

But that was many years ago,
When I was young you see.
It's really hard to imagine now,
That's how it used to be.

I close my eyes and picture,
All those days gone by.
As I sit, and wait in solitude,
For my time to die.

May 11, 1998

~~ 121 ~~

~~~ My Fears ~~~

If I tell you of my fears,
And you tell the same to me.
We will gain in inner strength,
To set our fears free.

When my dreams come haunting,
And my head begins to scream.
I need you there beside me,
To remind me, that they are only dreams.

But sometimes, those haunting dreams,
Invade my very soul.
Those dreams become reality,
That I wish I could control.

The sound of planes and choppers,
That flies overhead at night.
They frighten me beyond belief,
I just need to hold you tight.

Even when we walk hand in hand.
And the noises that I hear.
Sometimes those noises make me scared,
'Cos I think that I'm still there.

When I am awake you see,
It's not as bad as it may seem.
But when I close my eyes to sleep,
It all comes back in dream.

You are my life's salvation,
On you, I do depend upon.
To hold me in you're loving arms,
Until my fears are gone.

Will you tell me of your fears?
And I tell the same to you.
And we'll always stick together,
'Cos we'll know just what to do.

May 13, 1998

~~ 123 ~~

~~~ The Past ~~~

Often when I think about,
The past and what I did.
Back in nineteen sixty,
When I was just a kid.

At a young and tender age,
A lad of only twelve years old.
My father sent me out to work,
To help support the fold.

'Cos, things were pretty crook ya' see,
We had no shoes upon our feet.
And no matter how me father tried,
There was not enough to eat.

Our clothes were mostly hand-me-downs,
From the people, who lived near by.
Me mum she did the best she could,
I know, that she did try.

So! I was out to earn a quid,
So we could make ends meet.
It really was the first time then,
That we got to eat some meat.

No more bread and dripping,
For lunch each day at school.
I had become a working man,
No more to act the fool.

I got a job in plastics,
At fifteen bob a week.
I gave me mum twelve and six,
'Cos, that was for me keep.

Me elder brother stayed at school,
Me younger brother too.
Me dad he said that they were smart,
We should educate those two.

Well that's a different story,
That I'll tell to you one day.
I'll even tell you why I left home,
And moved many miles away.

My mum and dad they are both dead,
They died so long ago,
I miss them both so very much,
'Cos, sometimes I feel alone.

May 15, 1998


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