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~~~ Destiny of Soul Mates ~~~

It's an adventure, this love of ours.
It's a journey undertaken by each of us for our own sake, for our own joy, for own sanity, for our own happiness.
Once started, we have no choice but to follow where it leads.
If we try to ignore the signposts we would never find our way, we would be lost forever.
If we look outwards to each other we find that, we are travelling the same road, at the same pace and in the same direction.
There may be others ahead of us but we can't see the, for they are lost to their destinies.
There are many behind us whom we can see but, we can't wait for them to catch up.
The journey is immediate.
If we are to take the next step in our lives, we find we must take it together just to get to the next signpost.
Our world has become this adventure this road, this direction.
Just as we reach each new corner in the dark, the new roads are lit by ever-brighter lights beckoning us, irresistibly on together.
Each step we take together is lighter and more certain.
The roads behind are more arduous than any ahead.
Have you noticed how easier the road is, every time a new signpost is seen and understood?
Have you noticed how hard it is to stand still, and be indecisive at the fork in the road?
Have you noticed how dark the road taken without heed of the signpost?
This adventure has no end for it is its own destiny.

January 1, 1996

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~~~ The Joining of My Soul~~~

The spirit deep inside of me,
Connects, to my soul accordingly;
And with the joining of my soul,
My spirit now, my heart controls.

My spirit it controls the way,
My heart it feels every day;
I seek'th love and give'th too,
Mine heart belongs to only you.

I'd give my love, for all time,
To you in which my heart entwines;
Entwining in the way we live,
Determining, what love we give.

If you was then to give to me,
Your heart for all eternity;
My heart will'st then belongs to you,
With all my soul and spirit too.

February 12, 1999

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~~~ Thy Spirit ~~~

Look unto thy mirror and thou'st shall see,
Two pools of spiritu-ality;
Thy eyes they are thou'st own pathway,
To reach thy soul whence thou'st doth stray.

Thee mind with thought controls thy strength,
So let thy inner-strength commence;
To free thy spirit and set thee free,
To seek and find thy destiny;

Thy spirit it is, thou'st inner-peace,
Without thy spirit thy life would cease.
Thy mind, thy thoughts would both decay;
Thy soul would die, then fade away.

Look unto thyself, to understand,
That thy spirit is thy guiding hand.
Thy guiding hand that sets thee free,
To seek and find thy destiny.

February 12, 1999

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~~~ Cast My Soul ~~~

I cast my soul unto the wind,
To see what I can find;
And if I cannot find my mate,
I'll cast out, another time.

I need to claim my own true self,
To reach into my soul;
Then try and find true happiness,
And achieve my life long goal.

My soul mate, it is what I seek;
I'll look until I find;
But until I seek within my soul,
I'll keep casting out my mind.

I'd seen myself as someone else,
Before I found loves door;
When I, at last become myself,
I'll not cast out no more.

My soul mate I did find at last,
I'd looked for many years;
My happiness I did convey,
In silence and in tears.

We'll live our lives the fullest,
In each and every way;
Our souls they have become as one,
And this is how they'll stay.

February 14, 1999

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~~~ Learn to Love Not Hate ~~~

To be born into this life one must accept their fate.
You learn to love you learn to care, but most of all you hate;
You hate because of jealousy, and greed, and spite, and fear,
You hate because the ones who care just seem to get too near.

Hate is not the only way to live from day to day,
It is not right to hate someone who has good things to say;
Or do you fear to love and care and let your soul run free,
And do you hide your inner-self so your spirit cannot be.

Your spirit is like a great big bird who soars upon its wing,
And lets your soul into your heart so together they can sing;
They sing the praise of inner-peace and of your inner-soul,
And lead you to your destiny and achieve your life long goal.

So cast your hate unto the wind, your greed, your spite, your fear,
And replace them with your heart and soul and the things that you hold dear.
So put out your hand to those who love, those ones that you ignore,
And hold them close within your heart, for now and ever more.

February 16, 1999

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~~~ In This Land Where Your Time Once Begun ~~~

I'll tell you a story, of hope and of glory,
Where soul mates and lovers are one,
They appeared one fine day, in a place far away
In this land, where your time once begun.

Now, some people they came, filled with guilt and with shame,
That put out the moon and the sun,
And they began to grow cold, and frightfully old
In this land, where your time once begun.

But there were just a few, who knew love was true
And they put back the moon and the sun,
And they told people there, that somebody cared
In this land, where your time once begun.

So, do not sit here, with eyes full of tears
Just letting your life it be done.
Stand up and fight, with all your strength and your might
In this land, where your time once begun.

Then let us begin, with your guilt and your sin,
And join them together as one.
Then, we will meet in the night, when the full moon is bright
In this land, where your time once begun.

With the mistakes that you made, that kept your heart in the shade,
And the lies that darkened the sun,
With that false family pride, that you wanted to hide
In this land, where your time once begun.

There, we will make up a spell, then banish to hell
All your guilt and your sins joined as one,
And your circle of light will send them into the night
To this land, where your time once begun.

And your tears of shame will no longer be pain,
As we wait for the new morning sun,
Then at the start of that day, you'll be free once again
In this land, where your time has begun

Then, all the things that you see, they always will be
Now that your soul, and your heart are as one,
And you'll find your way back, from that endless old track
In this land, where your time has begun.

'Cos the truth it's out here, once you've dealt with your fears,
As it is, for ev-ery one
You can deal with your life, and its troubles and strife
In this land, where your time has begun.

And if you should stay, from your evil ways
Your life will be so full of fun,
And your love it will stay, in your heart all your days
In this land, where your time has begun.

So let us all start and open our hearts,
To a world with a new morning sun,
Then we'll roll along, with hearts full of song
In this land, where your time has begun.

The moral it's here, you must face all your fears,
Be a slave in this life to no one,
You must free all your pain, to be happy again
In this land, where your time has begun.

January 11, 2000

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~~~ Do We Know ~~~

Do we know what is to be,
When we begin to grow,
And do we know what is in store,
Does anybody know?

Do you make your life a chore,
And follow false-ities.
And, do you believe what others say,
Not you're own real-alties?

Some-times we take a bigger step
In many things we do,
And some-times we're not aware of those
Who take control of you.

We listen to those angry words
Of those who have no soul,
And we follow all those orders
Of those who take control.

And we weaken to their every whim,
And believe they know what's best
But, do we forget just who we are
Until, we face our final test?

So listen to your inner voice
That hides within your soul,
And rebuff those fools, who give you pain
And try to take control.

You must control your inner strength,
And fight that evil foe,
And build a bigger better life
Of this I think you know.

So put yourself in overdrive,
And set your spirit free
And tell those fools to bugger off,
Then in pain you'll never be.

I may be right, I may be wrong
But, I guess you'll only know,
When you believe within your self,
Your heart will always glow.

January 12, 2000

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~~~ Me, Myself and I ~~~

Once I felt like I was free,
And then I had, a good look at me,
There, I saw some-body I never knew,
And I wonder if then, if you knew me too.

I had all these ideals, all a plan
I even knew that I could do all those things I can.
But something happened, I don't know what
And I became a person I am not.

My troubled mind began to doubt
I began to scream and shout.
My God! What have I become, me
I only ever wanted to be free.

You tied me up, my mind, and my soul
You made me lose all my self-control,
I doubted myself, me why, I ask why
Do I have to keep living, this awful lie.

Should we or us stop, or should we or us restart
Should we stay here and be apart,
Well I don't know, you tell me what to do,

Is it going to be, you and me or me and you?

My heart says, "What the heck,"
I'm already a total useless wreck.
I'll be here if you have the need to play
But, I'll only stay with you one more day.

My freedom is the only thing I really need,
And you are the same; you need a reason to be freed.
So, cut those invisible chains that hold you here,
Release that pain that will make you so much free'er.

Let your spirit and the spirit that is mine
Be free from all this pain called time
And be yourself, just you and don't let go
Of your inner-strength and everything you know.

January 16, 2000

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~~~ To Jenny ~~~

There are some things you orta' know, about your innerself,
You can't ignore or close your eyes or put it on a shelf,
You must reach in, to find your soul, your heart you're very all,
'Cos if you don't you'll just get lost, and from this life you'll fall.

You think you know what is to know, about where you belong,
You let yourself believe, how very much you're wrong.
You think you've changed for better but, I think you've changed to worse,
Your kids and all those so-called friends, and the town will be your curse.

You tell me that you think I'm wrong, and the things I say aren't true,
But I say you've changed when you were you, now you're going back to you.
You are going back to how you were, but you say this is not so,
You have left you spirit guide behind, the circle says you've let it go.

Your going through a change of life, where you tried to please those ones,
Who left your side once before, but there's things you could have done.
You need not do those things you do to prove your love is there,
They know it's so and so do you, but do they really care?

I said these words I'm saying now to you with much intent,
But you've thrown them back into my face with utter discontent.
Are you are so blind you cannot see or recall those things you saw,
And how we rid the pain of that man, and the pain you held before.

The Universe it granted you your freedom from his curse,
And in the fire that burnt so bright, as your tears and pain reversed.
We let it cook and boil and stew in our caldron over night,
Then we returned and made dam sure as the lightning filled the sky.

Have you forgot about those nights when you cleaned your very soul?
And do you listen to that voice that guides you to your goal?.
I gave to you my whitest light, my universal charm,
But now you've tossed it out like dust, so others do you harm.

You say I'm wrong I'm telling lies, I just want to see you free,
But how can I, achieve that goal, if you're always doubting me.
I'll let you think about these words within this poem I say,
And if you wish I'll back right off and I'll just simply go away.

January 28, 2000

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~~~ Look Before You Leap ~~~
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Kangaroo jumped a hollow log
On his way to met his mate.
He landed on an old king brown,
That's when he met his fate.

He landed squarely on that snake
That was lying in the sun,
And he knew at once his fate was sealed,
When that old king brown had sprung.

That snake it bit that kangaroo
At least, six or seven times,
And he knew he'd not get to his mate,
And of his fate he did resign.

The snake just hissed then slid away
And left that kangaroo to cry-
For his far off mate, his own true love,
'Cos he knew that he would die.

He lay on the ground for death to wait,
As the poison took its hold,
He felt his heart begin to race,
As he started to go cold.

He trembled and his eyes they closed
As the flies buzzed 'round his head,
He curled up his tail and gave a sigh,
Kangaroo was dead!

This is true of how we live,
As we live from day to day,
So always look before you leap,
Or you'll end up, that same sad way.

Just take your life as it comes,
But look, and see those steps ahead,
Or you'll end up like that kangaroo,
Being poisoned till your dead.

January 31, 2000


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